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Im A Sensible Person
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Writing a letter; of love
But.... *sigh*
I realised today why I'm here.I've never put much thought into what I want to do with my life. Which is pretty shameful. I've always said I want to make people happy even at my own expense, and since I seem to do well with the humour thing I went ahead and put a lot of effort into doing that.But I've never really known what I'm here for. What I want out of life more than anything in the world. But after discussion with certain people, and watching a few videos online, and just general reflection on my life... I know
I want to be a mother.
More than anything, I want that. To raise a child. To see them grow. To teach them, to praise them, to scold them. To love them. I want to worry about them when they're not around, and tell them how much they mean to me when we get the occasional sappy moment together, and discover how similar/different we are. I want a child. I want children. I want to be their mother.
I wanna be someone's mom so badly.As soon as I realised that, I immediately felt so relaxed, even in the poorly air-conditioned stockroom where I was carrying about fifteen different sleeping bags under my arms and with a tent tucked under my chin. I knew it was right. I've always been very keen to have children, but I never once thought of how hugely important it was to me.
The idea of being a mother.I now understand why it always hurt so much when people would say to me "You'd make a great mom!" Because the truth is, I think I would. As self-centred as it might be, I would make a bloody good mom, because I would put everything into making sure I gave my children respect and love and support and everything they need just to get a smile on their face at the end of a long day. Even at my expense. Especially at my expense.
Now that I know what I want to do with my life, more than anything else, I know that if I stayed in that situation it would have killed me inside.I want to be a mother. I need to be a mother. I can only pray it will happen someday.I'd like to think I'd make a good mother.
But.... *sigh*
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Tuesday, 4 August 2009 ( 23:39 )
I realised today why I'm here.I've never put much thought into what I want to do with my life. Which is pretty shameful. I've always said I want to make people happy even at my own expense, and since I seem to do well with the humour thing I went ahead and put a lot of effort into doing that.But I've never really known what I'm here for. What I want out of life more than anything in the world. But after discussion with certain people, and watching a few videos online, and just general reflection on my life... I know
I want to be a mother.
More than anything, I want that. To raise a child. To see them grow. To teach them, to praise them, to scold them. To love them. I want to worry about them when they're not around, and tell them how much they mean to me when we get the occasional sappy moment together, and discover how similar/different we are. I want a child. I want children. I want to be their mother.
I wanna be someone's mom so badly.As soon as I realised that, I immediately felt so relaxed, even in the poorly air-conditioned stockroom where I was carrying about fifteen different sleeping bags under my arms and with a tent tucked under my chin. I knew it was right. I've always been very keen to have children, but I never once thought of how hugely important it was to me.
The idea of being a mother.I now understand why it always hurt so much when people would say to me "You'd make a great mom!" Because the truth is, I think I would. As self-centred as it might be, I would make a bloody good mom, because I would put everything into making sure I gave my children respect and love and support and everything they need just to get a smile on their face at the end of a long day. Even at my expense. Especially at my expense.
Now that I know what I want to do with my life, more than anything else, I know that if I stayed in that situation it would have killed me inside.I want to be a mother. I need to be a mother. I can only pray it will happen someday.I'd like to think I'd make a good mother.
I just hope that God would allow me to be.
(BUT NOT TOO SOON! XD)
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